Can't wait for this year to be over!!

Last week our fridge kept shutting off/on and defrosted lots of stuff, tossed it out, had to order a new one from Sears. It was delivered Thursday then that evening my washer started grinding! YIKES! Waiting a couple weeks on that one so the laundrymat has been my new hang out now. Dh is on vacation this week and it hasn't been such a vacation. This year has thown us some very trying times hard times, sad you name it anything else that could go wrong has, anything else that could possible happen just wouldn't faze us at this point... Just when you think things are bad they get worse so nothing at this point can hurt us I don't think! So can't wait for this year to be gone and hoping for a New year real soon that hopefully will start off better then this ones ending...
Trees down put away, decorations done with that, rake the frozen leaves and branches, hoping the tree will not fall on the house this winter we cut it back as much as we could for now until we can get the two that could be dangerous taken down in the spring.
So we ready BRING IT ON!!!! lol
Have 4 appointments with DRs the first week of January then a few more after that then more tests with the caridolgists for the kids, retests on myself my blood has been low and possible need a transfusion which so far I've refused treatment at this point to much going on. Already spent way to much time with several DRs last week in the mists of things. Had 3 opinions and I really just can't deal with anymore at hte moment so going with what I need to do in order of prioirty and I'm putting myself last right now I feel OK why make it worse. Then one DR suggested B12 injections which put me in caridolgy floor for telomentry (sp) for 8 days the last time so I said no way to that too! Been living with a thalesemia which isn't sickle cell anemia but very close in describing it. So theres no point in a transfusion or anything else unless there willing to do a stem cell transplant I'm not interested nor have the time to waste to have a temp bandaid for the moment, so I re~did my proxy and they have to listen now.....Who knows maybe I feel differently in a couple months. Right now I need some rest & relaxation I think it'll be the best medicine in the world for now!
Enough of my boring pathetic life ramblings same ole crap different day.
I'm a horrible mom I didn't get my DD snow white sweater completed yet still working on the front but all the other pieces are done. see........